Shedding Tears for the Dead

So I woke up this morning to my dad screaming at me through the floor telling my to turn my televison on. Being lethargic and slow in the morning it took me a while to start sitting up. Apparently it was to long for my dad because he came down to my room, turned my television on and told me to watch the news. Our nation was attacked by an unknown terrorist force today. The world trade center is no longer in existance. Both towers had seperate Boeing Jets crash into them knocking them to the ground. On top of that another boeing jet crashed into the pentagon. To top it off a final boeing jet crash landed somewhere in Indiana. What the fuck is wrong with people. What the hell makes them hate our nation so much that they have to kill thousands upon thousands of people in such a cowardly way. I think we need to nuke the shit out of the middle east until we know that all the terrorist forces there are no longer in existance. I've been trying to get ahold of my good friend that lives in NY all day to no avail. If she's dead I'll cry. Those of you that know me, know that I don't ever cry. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XXX sorrow XXXShed a tear for the dead

Sittin' on my thumb, spinnin' circles, weeeeeeh....

001. Favorite band(s)? Currently, Lowlife, Jimmy Eat World, and Dr. Dre 002. Do you enjoy concerts? yes003. What was the last concert you attended? Quest For Quintana Roo, The Lab Rats, Scissor Hands, and some other bands. 004. Music you couldn't live without? Tough Guy Hardcore 005. Kind of music that would fall off the face of the earth and you wouldn't care nor miss it? Country006. About how many CDs do you own? Well based on my last count 273007. How many CDs can your stereo hold at a time? 5008. Do you have a discman? yes009. What CD could you listen to for hours? Anything Hardcore010. Can you sing well? I can carry a tune and I screamHow many CDs do you own by... 011. Britney Spears? 0012. City High? 0013. O-Town? 0014. Eminem? 2015. Incubus? 1016. Blink 182? 0017. Everclear? 0018. Mandy Moore? 0019. Backstreet Boys? 0020. N'Sync? 0021. Dr. Dre? 1022. Fuel? 0023. Linkin Park? 0024. Destiny's Child? 0025. Dream? 0026. Korn? 0, Thank God…027. Limp Bizkit? 0028. Missy Elliot? 0029. Nelly Furtado? 0030. Jessica Simpson? 0031. Christina Aguliera? Technically one, she’s on a comp that I have. 032. Eve 6? 0033. Sum 41? 0034. No Doubt? 0035. Mariah Carey? 0What comes to your mind when you hear... 036. Goo Goo Dolls? that song from city of angels037. Lifehouse? What a stupid name038. Vertical Horizon? That movie039. Vitamin C? ho040. LFO? Nothing041. Savage Garden? Broken Heart042. Papa Roach? Lame ass, local wannabe hardcore band043. The Bloodhound Gang? You and me baby ain’t nothing but mammals 044. Toni Braxton? ho045. 98 Degrees? nothing046. Our Lady Peace? nothing047. The Verve Pipe? That one song that me and luke used to like048. Craig David? WHO? 049. Willa Ford? Cars050. Aqua? Barbie051. 311? Racism052. Mikalia? nothing053. The Fugees? wycliffeEither or... 054. Britney or Christina? Christina055. Punk or rock? rock056. Edited or un-edited? un edited057. Backstreet Boys or N'Sync? N'SYNC 058. Nick or Justin? justin059. Live or on TV? live060. Amphitheater or arena? arean061. Live band or recorded tape? liveand the last one:+@ the Moment+*Wallet: black LEATHER biker snap wallet with a flaming skull on it*Hairbrush: I don’t have any hair*Toothbrush: White, blue, and sea green*Jewelry worn daily: all my body piercing jewelry, necklace, and expensive Citizen Eco-Drive Watch*Socks: Don’t leave home with out ‘em*Pillow cover: leopard print*Coffee cup: I don’t have one. *Sunglasses: no*Shoes: Old School Black and White Adidas, White and Blue Saucony, and a couple pairs of converse*Nail polish: none*Handbag: dark gray dickies messanger bag*Keychain: a little raver light*Favourite top: whatever hoodie I happen to have on*Favourite pants: my dark gray dickies*Soap: Raspberry Body Wash*Perfume: Pi by Givenchy or Clinique Happy*CD in stereo right now: Elliot Smith, Lowlife, Dr. Dre, West Coast Wordwide Comp, and Jimmy Eat World’s new CD. *Tattoos: 3: Matching flaming hearts with nautical star wrap on my ankles and a flaming trinity symbol with a gray burst the back ground on my right shoulder*Piercings: Currently 3 but Jessicore’s gonna change that. *Physical: skinny as all hell but athletic and tall*Crew: 510 Death Crew, N.C.H.C. and I’m associated with a few others but not an official member…yet. XXX sorrow XXXNever Sell Out *510 D.C.*

MMMMMMMM surveeeeeeys......

1. Do you own any plaid clothing? yes2. Do you own Converse shoes? Yes, 3 pairs.3. Do you own Saucony shoes? Yes.4. Do you own old school Nikes? Nope5. Do you wear tight pants? On occasion6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants? Nope7. Do you know what a squatter flap is? Yes8. Do you own a messenger bag? Yes I do.9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest? how else would I wear it?10. Do you own braces? No. 11. Are there braces worn anywhere besides the mouth? sometimes I wear an ankle brace.12. Do you have short, shaggy hair? I don't have any hair.13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches? Definately not.14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon? I don't have any, anywhere!!!15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"? Only when they are like Briano's with some dreds to add character.I guess I'm not too cool with mohawks,just dreds.16. Is your hair black or red? Nope.17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye? Nope.18. Do you own a bandana? Yes.Many.19. Do you wear plugs in your ears? Yes, I have some white, 1/2" plugs20. Are you amused by safety pins? I hate those things.21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute? Nope.22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them? No.I do have a bag full of studs that just sits in my drawer for when I go punk rock.23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London? No I do not.24. Do you enjoy leopard print? Yes I have leopard print sheets, woo hoo.HABITS/BELIEFS: 25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)? Not for everything.But yes,I do have alot of hate.26. Are you an anarchist? No.27. Does the American flag anger you? No.Praising Christopher Columbus angers me.That guy should have been shot in the head execution style.28. Are you "working class"? Yes I am.Since 13 years of age.29. Do you dislike "preps"? I dislike stupid preps,but I dislike alot of hardcore kids and alot of everything else.All humans are assholes,right?30. Do you dislike Hot Topic? I'm always in Hot Topic.Atleast the one in Berkeley.I always have to bother Sam and that cute girl that's been married twice.31. Do you smoke cigarettes? XXX true till death XXX32. Do you smoke cloves? Fuck no.33. Are you a thin waif? yep?34. Are you vegan/vegetarian? nope, I'm MEATEDGE.35. Do you think meat is murder? I think abortion is murder.36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting? Yes,minus the drunken part.37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park? Yes.38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week? Nope.39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower? Yes.40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor? I don't think so.41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is? Yes.42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac? No, I hate his punk ass.43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison? Nope, he should be shot, hee hee.44. Are you a member of MOC? Only for the girls.SPEECH:45. Do you say "rad"? Yes.46. Do you say "rockin'"? No.47. Do you say punk "rawk"? No. 48. Do you spout the word "oi" at random times? Only when I'm listening to Apples in Stereo.49. Do you say "punk's not dead"? Nope.50. Do you say "punk is dead"? No,but pink is red.Last and least important-MUSIC: 51. Do you like bands with "." in their name? Who has "." in thier name?52. Do you like bands with "theory" in their name? I can't think of any bands that I like with "theory" in thier name,so I guess that's a no.53. Do you like bands with "the"? It doesn't matter,it's just a name.54. Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning? Nope.55. Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title? Sometimes.56. Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron? Nope.57. Are Blink 182 fans "posers"? What is a poser these days.There is nothing new under the sun,that would mean none of us are original,that would mean all of us are posing something.58. Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout? Nope.59. Have you ever brought the headlining band food? No way, they can get their own damn food I'm broke enough as it is.60. Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls? Yes, my walls are covered in them.I slept well until I got awakened by a very attractive Hawaiian chick. XXX sorrow XXX

Got my car back

I got my car back, it only cost me $200.00 to get it back. I guess the judicial system decided that I have to pay because I'm the dumb ass that let someone steal my car. It's going to cost me anywhere from $1500-2000 just to make my car street legal again. Maybe more I haven't finished finding all the parts that I need to put it back to together and I haven't accounted for the cost of labor to put it back together. I hope that I catch the guy that did it. If I do I'm going to cut his eyes out so that he can never look at another car again. That's all for now other than I want to see my girlfriend.XXX sorrow XXXP.S. Everyone should check this website out it's great. XXX

I feel like a dumb ass....

Well FUCK ME!!! My car got stolen last night while I was sleeping!!! I'll tell you more when I know more.

Lack of sight leads to violence in men...

DUMB, FUCKIN' SKIN HEADS!!! I was driving back to the shop today and this punk ass skin head was blocking the road with his over sized, "I have a little penis" truck. Apparently there was as school bus that had stopped and had it's stop sign sticking out into the road, but I couldn't see it. So after debating whether or not to honk (couldn't get around him) I lightly tapped the horn and gave a little honk. The guy turned around, looked at me, started yelling and began to get out of his PePe Le Punnie truck, only he fell. I'm sure that his falling didn't improve the situation, because everyone was laughing at him. By the time he got to my car he was beet red all over (I only know this because he wasn't wearing a shirt so that he could show off his poorly done tattoo's). He proceeded to grab me by the back of my head, pull my head out the window and educate me as to why he was not moving. I very calmly (only because me head was still in his grasp) explained to him that I had not see the bus and that if I had I would not have signaled him to go. He told me to go back to driving school. Being the idiot that I am, I mumbled (to myself), that he was stupid fuck. No harm done, right? WRONG!!!! He heard me, called me out to fight, to which I very happily declined, although I know that I could have taken him on his own it was the other 4 guys in the truck that worried me. We exchanged some words, he drove away, I followed behind him until I reached my destination and everything was fine. Moving right along... Here's what has been going on in my life over the past few days, errr since my last post. I have a new cell phone, yay for me. I still really (strong emphasis on that really part) like my girlfriend. The itch to travel is getting stronger by the second. I can't want for Rocky to get here because then me and Kanashii will have another partner in crime. My chinchilla is going crazy in it 's cage I should let her out for a while but I'm to lazy. James, I'm still gunnin' for your bitch ass! Oh yeah, I still cuss to much, but I'm getting better at not doing it as often. Need more ink thats all for now.XXXsorrowXXXP.S. Have ever wondered what it would be like to swim, naked, in a bowl of jello?Yeah well you're a real sicko!

Sex is funny....

I randomly happened onto Buddyhead.com's sex advice "sex"tion of their website. Being the curious teenager that I am I decided to read a little bit of what they had to say. All I have to say is that I read some of the funniest letters that I've ever read in my life. Heres an example (it appears courtest of Buddyhead.com)Marko,Ok here's the deal. My girlfriend and I were partaking in a night of sexual pleasures and you know, sometimes it gets pretty crazy. Well she was on top and, she went up a little too far (I guess she didn't realize my cock isn't a foot high). Well when she came down things didn't line up. When she came down I felt something pop and tremendous pain. So I waited a few seconds and everything was fine so we finished the deed and laid back to enjoy ourselves then when I turned on the light I realized blood...all over. On me, on her and on the sheets. Then when I peed a blood clot came out and then everything looked fine... Now here's the question. Do you think everything is fine down there? Should I get it checked out? Brad Ohh. That's probably one of the worst mishaps one can make while going at it frantically. It's happened to me once or twice (though not as severe it seems), and I still have nightmares (Women, take your finger, and pretend its 1000 times more sensitive for a moment. Now, point it straight up to the sky. With your other hand, grab the nearest big ass gnarly hammer you can find and smash down on the tip of your finger really hard like you are hitting a nail. This is as close as you can get to experiencing the pain of what poor Brad just described. You could also point your finger straight out in front of you and run really fast into a cinder block wall, though that would look simply ridiculous). Well, because it's been while since I received your email Brad, I would imagine that either, (a) your now broken unit withered and fell off, or (b) you eventually went to see a dick doctor (hopefully). Most likely you ruptured a bunch of important vessels and other penis functuary (yes functuary) things inside that shaft of yours, and they need to be fixed rather than letting them fix themselves (possibly causing permanent damage [i.e. Dear Marko, I can't get it up anymore], though I am no brain surgeon [pun, yes]). Hey Brad, I shot blood out my dick, do you think I should go see a doctor? Sounds pretty silly doesn't it. I'd go with the instincts Brad, as you seem like a pretty intelligent fellow. On a side note: Women, most guys dicks aren't "a foot high" as Brad put it (bless you if you've found one), and it hurts a lot when they get "compound fractured" so try to be more careful (i.e. keep it inside) when you are on top. Guys, you should know your limitations. If you pull out too far when you are on top and jam the tip into that pocket between her stuff and her inner thigh, it's your own damn fault for thinking you had more length than you actually do. Markoso yeah, that made me laugh harder than I have laughed in a long time. Someone forgot to send me a letter last night (hint hint, you know who you are). Anyhoo I stepped in dog piss so I'm going to go and take a shower, I'll probably write more later. XXX death before dihonor XXX James I'm going to kill you and then, when you're dead, I'm going to kill you again just to make sure!!!