Depression sets in and life comes to an end...

I'm depressed...maybe I'll just shoot myself and end this depression called, "the teenage life."...If I'm not out doing something to distract myself I just sit in the dark and listen to sad music...to much drama...i feel incomplete...I'm reaching the point of feeling desperate for a friend that will make me feel loved instead of made fun of...fuck it, I'll just move to a random place in the world and live alone...relationships/friendships only lead to heartache...time to go sit in the dark again...~sorrow~