Seperation Anxiety....

My brother left for Texas early this morning. I'm just now finally realizing that I'm not going to see him for at least one year maybe longer if I take off and tour the world for a while. On a good note my brother gave me his stereo for the time being. Oh, my friends band On The Might Of Princes stayed with me for the weekend it was a lot of fun. Sunday I was rudely awakened to a beating with plastic baseball bats. Bastards. My Birthday is on Sunday and I'm not excited at all. I hate birthday's all that happens is I get depressed and have to act happy on a day that sucks. Maybe it's because my b-days have been pretty depressing for the last three years and I'm not looking forward to this one at all. I am looking forward to getting more ink. Heres a poem that a friend of mine wrote I think it's pretty cool but that's because I know the story behind it. I dedicate this to my grandfather because he's the reason that I'll forever have trouble with relationships. i want to slash your tires maybe your throat. i want to burn the bitter memories to ashes and pour them over your dead corpse. you do not deserve to live, for i know you will suffocate on your own hot breath. for you are like a pig sent to the slaughter house. i'd drink your blood just so i could spit it out. that brick you threw will now come back to you. I guess that's all I have to say for now accept that I'm still going to deliver that package to Hawaii. Hi XjessicoreXXXX death before dishonor XXX